
How important is it to express our thoughts in spoken words? Ever wondered??? I din't ever until today when doctor suggested at least 48 hours of speechless life to cure swelling on my vocal cords. It seemed pretty "
no big deal" when he first said that. But it is hardly 4 hours now and I am starting to feel uneasy already. Almost without speaking a word in 4 hours (when not sleeping of course) is a tough thing to do, I tell you guys!!! phewhh!!
I had heard of Meditations, self hypnoses, self reinvention courses where you are given exercises of keeping mum for a couple of days or so to get inside you, know yourself, make yourself a better person etc etc.. I never knew it could be this tough.
Right now I realize how much time and effort do I waste(?) talking (sometimes - or mostly) crap :) Today I have been resisting and avoiding my temptation to speak out at different situations in office; be it pulling leg of a colleague, some official discussions or just singing along a song. There are noises around in office, the usual ones, phones ringing, people talking on speaker phone (gosh, I hate that noise) , air conditioner, coffee machine, cars honking on road nearby.... But I can feel some weird silence within. I even notice the sound of typing keyboard; am I going nuts here?? :)
I have been chatting on messenger with a friend sitting besides me, with whom I usually have gem of a time with flurry of PJs and fun. I miss that already! :(
But looking at it from a positive perspective, one, i get to have a better throat at the end of this (hopefully); and two, in the meantime I may get some time just with myself because the only place where I can speak out, scream out loud is.... my mind :) otherwise there's that
"zip on my lip". Blog being one of the best ways to express thoughts, here is the post... :)
P.S. : I would suggest, this is worth a try guys. Try not speaking out for a day, I say! ;)